No we don’t have to talk every second of the day; no I don’t want to be your girlfriend and no I’m not in love with you. Yes, I did what I did at that moment but I was numb while doing it. And I don’t want to be numb while doing things. I want to do things because I’m madly in love with someone. I want to feel passion while kissing the lips of the person that makes my body feel like it can’t hold me in anymore. I want my body to stretch on the bed sheets with my toes curled up and my heart beating fast when my lover touches me in all the places I love to be touched.